Anger and Pain

The thing i struggle with most
is that I'm constantly mad
I'd like to give it to my host
and just be happy, be glad.

I feel consumed with pain
constantly angry and sore
until i hear her name
then i close the door.

Sometimes i hide this
other times i let it show
why can't i feel bliss
and look to God and grow?

I know i have people who care
someone to tell everything to
friends that are always there
people who can get me through.

I don't know what to say
it happens all the time
i can't help but be this way
eventually I'll be fine.

Things will go back
to how they should be
a small smile I'll crack
and maybe be able to see.

I can't wait till tomorrow
go to church and sing
there will be no sorrow
anger i will not bring.

I'll give it up at the altar
my anger will finally cease
Pray not to falter
and God, let me have peace.



it's in ABAB even though i like AABB more, but i thought i'd switch it up, i'm feeling froggy, so when in rome.