Real

what i have for you is real
what i feel is love
this may be cheesy
but i know your from above

you're not like the others
you are something else
when i hear your voice
my heart just melts

sweet serenity so peaceful
with your dimmed eye
remember the days when
time just flew by

things were just simple then
and some stuff didn't matter
but now its all mixed up
like the mad hatter

All i think of is you
with every passing day
there is no getting passed it
thats how it'll stay

the way you make me feel
i wish i could describe
words cant contain
my love bursting inside

all along there has been
one constant theme
and that is..
take heart.. and dream..

<3

11

Yea its been a long while,
but i'm still in style;
you just spin the dial
while i skip the trial.

if you don't know or never heard
you better listen up
this ain't no old
this some of that new stuff

you gettin sweaty
arms, knees gettin heavy
but i stay the steady
cause i'm always ready

i'll give ya what ya need
so you best believe
we do it every week

i mean every day
thats what i say
you can't have it your way
what is this, BK?

no its not.
its me on the top
i do it with no prob.
so lets hear you pop

where is your flow?
do what you know,
maybe you'll glow.
but i doubt you show
..me up

cause this is just how
it will all ...erupt

like a volcano
i got insane flow
but that you know..

or maybe not?
well thats a shock.

right to the system

but don't forget to mention
your sick addiction

and about my rhymes
that you can't handle

cause i'm ahead of your time
and thats no scandal...


(just a lil piece. took me like 5 min. lol)

colors

the most beautiful thing?
two different colors
you can look at the one,
and then at the other

it's unique really
the blue and green
i do hope
you know what i mean

just there thinking a little
about everything, with a smile
i can just tell
it'll last a long while

the pretty clouds
up in the skys
compare not
to your eyes

something so fresh
with feelings new
with colors green
and colors blue

these thoughts and feelings
are occuring now, and have been daily
for a while i will think
just upon your name...

whatever

this roller coaster that im on
it just goes up and down
just as my head spins
it keeps on. round and round.

when will it stop?
i certainly want it to
i feel so many things
i just dont know what to do

voices in my head
tell me things crazy
it use to be seldom
but now it seems daily

its good but then
it gets soooo bad
i'm happy but then
i just get all mad

i want more
so much more
but i just cant
it seems im poor

im in college
miles away
left with thoughts
leading me astray

but i fight
why dont you
i need you to fight
i just need you to...

i wish so much
but its for nothing
wishes dont come true
but its better than nothing

i'm falling back
back back down
into the stage
where things are a frown

i can be happy
i have to choose it
i cant find the happy
did i loose it?

no, you have it.
you have my joy
but your not using it
your treating it like a toy

well its not a toy
its my heart
my happiness
you have my heart

so treat it well
dont let it weep
dont let me cry
and my heart skip a beat

when i get like this
its so hard to breathe
but i just cant
i dont want to leave..

but i did
and im gone
and i dont know
if its for long

this is crazy
life is so tough
mine is going fast
and its frikken rough

i had this twitter
i wanted to tweet
about my heart
and how you made it beat

but then i just didnt
i couldn't post the words
they left my lips
flown like birds

as you text me "k"
it hurts so much
more than you think
more than a bunch

i cry every night
sometimes for good
but a lot for bad
i miss good..

i'm outta rhymes
i'm just done
with this whole thing
this writing sucks
but i dont care

your not going to read it
no one will
i have few people to talk to
no one is there to listen it seems

especially when we fight
then your gone too
thats so dumb
all i have is you

i just want to be ok
to be happy
idk if thats going to happen though...
so whatever........


:'(

now

i sit and type
as i rub my eyes
they itch badly
i'm sure of why

as the small bit
the tiny drop
that water falls
hits the floor and pop

more flow on
they keep on going
like a river runs
not a bit slowing

rush right out
of my blue eye...
sometimes you
just have to cry

wow... deep poem..

A Person, A Paper, A Promise
by Dr. Earl Reum


Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it
Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.
Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly
That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

My Shorts..

1.
Loving you is everything
to you i'll never lie
i don't care about having drugs
all i need is you to get high

Loving you is everything
you're the best thing i've ever tasted
i don't need no alcohol
a small dose of you and i'm wasted

Loving you is everything
i never wanna smoke
your love is like the air to me
without it i would choke

Loving you is everything
no matter where you are
you'll be with me forever because
your love is like a scar.


2.
In your arms, my thoughts could drift away
To a place, all our own, and a lovelier day.

Lavender sunsets and skies of blue
Would be ours to enjoy... just me and you.

In your arms, my only task would be
To make sure your kisses were just for me.

For every kiss... I'd give you four
And show you no one could love you more.

Then, just to prove we would never part,
I'd wrap myself around your heart.

In your arms, you'd know by the look in my eyes
That I was yours- no more silly good-byes.

And all of our dreams would soon come true.
You'd belong to me, and I... to you.


3.
I never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.

And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.

Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.

My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free...